Here we go again. I'm making the same ol' mistakes I always fall in. Seems like I cannot learn from the past. Every step I take, every move I make, here it appears: I'm unable to show the people I love that I love'em, and that they make me feel like the luckiest man in the whole multiverse (yeah, I believe in multiple planes filosofy, what's the matter?). I never get to make them feel better when they need to, so it feels bad as hell. I'm useless! I can't even demonstrate that I care of people, that they make me feel good? What kind of person am I? Can't even show what I feel, it should be so easy! Even babies can do it. I'm hungry; I cry. I can't sleep; I cry. I'm bored; I cry. I just want my mom or dad to take me in their arms; I cry...
It should be so easy, and I can't do this...
So useless... I think the word is impotency, I dont know...